Secret Obsession

It started with a kiss, not mine but theirs
Soft and tentative, then bold and demanding

Sharing their passion with the world
I’m lucky to witness the intimate moment

I could watch them all day, these two beauties
Tuned in and turned on by their public display

Staged resistance was the initial pull
But the truth is much more interesting

Hiding in plain sight, a lie for the voyeurs
I see through the façade of repulsion

The way they move together betrays the scene
Each giving and taking as only lovers can

I’m drawn again and again to their unique love
Perfect and pure in its depravity

I’ll keep your dirty little secret as well as my own
Just please let the show go on

Undead

I wanna be like Mike
dead and alive
a beautiful evil
Creature of the night
perfect and free
please release me
Some consider them lost
i want to be found
turn me now
My future awaits
never ending bliss
give me eternity
Eyes red with envy
teeth sharp and bold
i need the cravings
A simple way to exist
shun the sun
drink the essence
I beg you to choose me
give me the gift
the life of the dead

So Young

Piercing blue eyes
Pale blond hair
Slim and fit
A perfect specimen.
I stand back
Take in the picture
Young, too young
I curse out loud.
"What's the matter?"
Young..."nothing"
He suddenly smiles
More years fall away.
Looking so innocent
His eyes say otherwise
They pool with desire
Oh god, I'm in trouble.
He leans in closer
Whispers in my ear
Far from sweet nothings
Temptations I can't resist.
I pull him down to me
Mouth covering mouth
Forgetting the span
I take what he gives.

Flashback

Suddenly twice as old as I remember
I fall backward through time.
A teenage fantasy renews itself
Sparked by a long-awaited reunion.
I become lost in the glamor
Consumed by the unattainable image.
I recognize the selfishness
of my frivolous, girlish pursuit.
But it brings comfort to my days
While I am otherwise uninspired.
It hurts no one to indulge
I tell myself over the melody.
This too soon shall pass
Like the youth I am clinging to.
Until then I'll view life
Through purple tinted glasses.

(If you're wondering what inspired this poem, it was the 2008 Stone Temple Pilots reunion tour and my love for Scott Weiland, the sexiest man who has ever lived.)

My Warrior

A warrior
Strong and brave
The ultimate alpha
My newest fantasy
Sword in hand
Muscles rippling
Face the danger
Hold nothing back
Triumph in battle
All that you know
Testosterone pumping
Let the blood flow
Defender, protector
Gorgeous guardian
Slay the enemy
Capture my heart

The Hunt

A single drop of blood
Awakens my desire
Clouds my judgment
With ferocious need
In this infinite moment
There is only you
The sound of your pulse
Drawing me closer
Your eyes never register
Your ears never sense
My stealthy approach
Until it's too late
Pressed close behind you
I wait for your gasp
The smell of your fear
Tears a moan from me
Mine, mine, mine
Possession beyond reason
Anticipation crescendos
And I sink into you

Changed

His breath on my neck
His thoughts in my head
I feel his intentions
And push the fear away
He brings me to him
I'm wrapped in his pleasure
I give myself up
His will is my own
My lover, my lifeblood
My master, my fate
Destiny binds us
Forever in this moment
I embrace his ways
With an open mind
Embrace his body
With open arms
Lost to all others
But found in his eyes
I'm at peace with myself
And his immortal gift

Bitten

Desire takes over
I bear my neck for you
Go ahead and bite it
I promise not to scream
Only to moan in ecstasy
As you devour me
Pain and pleasure mixed
A combination I can't resist
I think of the bruises
Purple with pride
But hidden behind a lie
The truth too far-fetched
I'm tempted to brag